BEFORE I SLEEP,

2011-03-25T23:19:00.003+08:00

been a longgggg time since i updated this empty space of mine.
erm, idk what to say lah.
i'm left with 3 more weeks of holidays.
enjoy working before i work doubly hard for year 2 k.
it's a deal.

meantime, saving up money to go shopping, eat good food, genting, chalet blahblahblah.
$.$

till then!

2011-02-11T01:07:00.004+08:00

Friends VS. Best Friends

FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, “It’s because you’re gay, isn’t it?”

FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, “Seven days…” !

FRIENDS: Helps you up when you fall.

BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, “Walk much, dumb ass?”

FRIENDS: Helps you find your prince.

BEST FRIENDS: Kidnaps him and brings him to you.

FRIENDS: Will ask you if you’re okay when you’re crying.

BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, “Ha Ha, Loser!”

FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.

BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.

FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool withyou at that time of the month.

BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.

FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.

BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, “Run - beep - run!”

FRIENDS: Will help you move.

BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.

FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, “That was awesome! Let’s do it again!”

FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.

BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.

BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin “DAMN!” we messed up!

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.

BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried…just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.

FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.

BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.

BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, “My bad…here’s a tissue.”

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.

BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story…

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.

BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME.”

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.

BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.

FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)

BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you’ve had enough.

BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say “Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don’t waste!

FRIENDS: when visiting, acts like a guest.
BEST FRIENDS: opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

2011-02-11T01:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CNY! :D

i wanted to blog but super lazy.
go my sis' to check it out yo.

2010-11-29T17:26:00.001+08:00

so cherish everything and stop complaining about anything.

2010-11-27T19:33:00.001+08:00

totally agree!

2010-11-27T19:32:00.000+08:00

this is so cute!

2010-11-27T19:13:00.000+08:00

this is what i should do.

2010-11-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

welcome to my life.

2010-11-01T19:48:00.000+08:00

everytime i look at my nuffnang, it makes me want to blog!!
but this motivation only lasts for awhile.
haha.

okay, you guys should know that school just started not long ago for poly students.
it was alright for me.
BUT..
ONE MOUNTAIN OF HOMEWORK INCOMPLETE.
TEEHEE.

no pictures ley.

AIYAH, GOOD LUCK LAH HOR FOR THOSE WHO ARE TAKING Os NOW :D :D

2010-10-23T02:59:00.001+08:00

this is for you, ko lina.
and you MOST probably won't see it.
but no matter what, i'll be there.

2010-09-30T06:30:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO BLOG BUT IDK WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT.
HEH.

suggestions please!

2010-09-16T16:23:00.002+08:00

ON 11 SEPT.

WE CELEBRATED JUNQI'S EARLY 19TH BIRTHDAY & FAREWELL PARTY FOR ROY!

"we had joy, we had fun. we had seasons in sun."

2010-09-09T09:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!!!
YOU ROCK MY WORLD (:

090909.

2010-09-07T10:12:00.000+08:00

READ THIS!

2010-08-31T02:11:00.000+08:00

so be thankful.

2010-08-29T02:44:00.002+08:00

2010-08-20T01:47:00.000+08:00

do it!

2010-08-17T02:46:00.001+08:00

It’s not the fault of the student if he fail his exams
because the year ONLY has 365 days.

Typical academic year for a student:

1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest .
Days left : 313 .

2. Sunny days - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left: 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left : 141.

4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left :126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30days.
Days left : 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left :81.

7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left: 46.

8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40days.
Days left : 6.

9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left :3.

10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday. How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!

Balance = 0 days .. ~ How can a student pass ????

2010-08-13T15:29:00.002+08:00

this is the post that i promised i'll blog.

who?
so, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU, CHOW LIANJIE. like finally.
i mean belated birthday.

when, where, why, how?
the girls went to Somerset 313 to bake cake @ the icing room.
damn fun.

met up with the rest after that.
went to marina square's seoul garden for dinner.
booked by birthday boy.
stayed there for like super long.
freaking full.
bet i ate all the uncooked food.
thanks to cerelia, tiffany and alicia lah hor.
stomache siolsxz.

had our cut cake session at the nearest staircase.
because lj don't want to malu himself in the restaurant.
took lots of photo there.

waited for lina's mum to come.
& HOME SWEET HOME.

a short but fulfilling day.

2010-08-13T00:48:00.001+08:00

yes, i need to wait for the shorty cerelia to upload the pictures before i can blog.
ps ah!

2010-08-12T01:18:00.002+08:00

I FREAKING NEED TO SAVE UP $$$!
because...

12 aug; lianjie's birthday celebration @ seoul garden.
23 sept; chenjunqi's birthday.
24-26 sept; malacca.
28-30 sept; 4e4'09 class chalet.

2010-08-11T02:27:00.001+08:00

nothing to blog about because i stay at home for the whole of today except dinner time.

wake up.
play computer.
eat.
mahjong.
eat.
play computer.
watch drama.
sleep.

GOING MALACCA ON 24-26 SEPT.
i say wee-u-wee!

2010-08-10T01:20:00.009+08:00

090810,
watched this powderful 3d movie.
went to da bao food and off to see fireworks.
tadah!
getting larger.
getting smaller.
group picture but missing esther the great (photographer), oscar, pengming and winston.

went to roy's house to play mahjong and monopoly.

what a wonderful 11th monthsary and singapore's birthday :D :D :D

2010-08-10T01:01:00.001+08:00

we got ourselves a cat.
haha.

2010-08-08T18:18:00.002+08:00

LEMME CLEAR YOUR DOUBTS.

9 Aug 2010 - Singapore National Day 2010

Where: NDP Fireworks will be launched from 9 locations...

The Padang
City Hall
Esplanade Theatre
the waters of Marina Bay
Suntec City
Pan Pacific Hotel
Ritz Carlton Millenia Hotel
UOB Plaza & Maybank Tower

(Note: Fireworks are scheduled for the NE Shows, but may not be from all 9 locations.)

What Time: At the end of the Show Segment of NDP (likely from 7.30pm).

2010-08-08T15:46:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO PLAY MAHJONG! (tonight)
I WANT TO WATCH FIREWORKS! (tmr)
I WANT TO SEE THE YOG FLAME TORCH! (nah, maybe not)
hahaha.

and guess what?
it's 09 tomorrow.
11th <3

lazy to upload photos.
byebye.

2010-08-07T18:22:00.008+08:00

warning: emo post! (comparing my sec sch & poly life)

missing my sec sch friends/class every now and then.
lemme prove it to you.
because this is what i told my poly classmate..
//edited

4e4 which is my ex class,
have fun together, slack together, shoot back at teacher together, eat together, chat together, fool around together, roam about together, go toilet together, skip class together, skip school together, copy together, play together, stay back in school together, go out together, sleep together, late together, don't study together, fail together.
just almost everything we did it together.

what about now?
like shit.
totally different from the past.
if it's in the past,
as simple as this: want die, die together.
you'll at least feel better that you know that someone is with you.
unlike now.

i can only depend on myself now.
nobody understand, nobody can hear me whine, nobody to share most secrets with, nobody to trust only when i'm in class.
so now you know why i don't come to school and skip lessons often.
is not me..
but partly because the distance is quite far or i understand that maybe is because of the age gap.

and i just can't be myself at all.
the old esther is like hyper, fun, joker, playful and crazy.
but all i do now is shut up, daydream in class and pray for lesson to end faster.
i really don't know what will happen when holiday end.
guess back to square one.

2010-07-25T04:51:00.001+08:00

imy.

2010-07-23T02:08:00.001+08:00

true eh?

2010-07-18T14:52:00.000+08:00

OH NO!

2010-07-09T01:05:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 10TH MONTHSARY, DEARIE <3

2010-07-09T00:46:00.003+08:00

OUR 10TH.

thanks for giving your heart to me and trusting me with yours.
thanks for walking beside me and for wanting me by your side.
thanks for thinking of me and for always staying on my mind.
thanks for making me smile and for smiling along with me.
thanks for being who you are and for letting me be me.
thanks for each day and night.
and for always,
i love you, chongwee.

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR BIG Os.
(this sentence reminds me of wishing you good luck for your Ns last year sial, heh)

2010-07-09T00:42:00.002+08:00

2010-06-17T13:43:00.001+08:00

OFF TO MARINA BARRAGE :D :D :D

2010-06-16T05:03:00.000+08:00

it's not about who you've known the longest,

it's about who came and never left your side.

2010-06-13T04:00:00.000+08:00

“there are some people in life that
make you laugh a little louder,
smile a little brighter and live a little better.”

cherish them.

2010-06-09T00:04:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 9TH!! (:

2010-05-28T18:23:00.000+08:00

LADIES NIGHT!!

HAD ZI CHAR FOR DINNER (Y)

then headed to haji lane,

@ MERDANDY

back to bedok mac for supper.

2010-05-16T16:42:00.001+08:00

you know what?
i got a more updated blog which is,
http://www.yayayawadeva.tumblr.com/

go view!!

2010-05-04T01:13:00.001+08:00

ps ah peeps.
i really got no time to blog.
sooner or later okay?
lol.

2010-04-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

stupid faces for you.

2010-04-15T04:15:00.002+08:00

since my school will be starting on monday and i haven't attend yet, i shall think of the positive side.
and i shall love my new school.
ALOT.

but still, i will definitely prefer bv.

2010-04-12T03:16:00.004+08:00

i'm lying down on my comfy bed while typing this.
lappy is a good creation.
okay, bye.
gtg sleep.

http://www.yayayawadeva.tumblr.com/ updated as well.

2010-04-12T03:09:00.000+08:00

NONSENSICAL PHOTOS!!!

2010-04-12T02:57:00.000+08:00

true eh?

2010-04-11T17:56:00.002+08:00

2 noobies and 1 pro which is me.

2010-04-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

MY CURRENT FB STATUS.

Esther Ong: will be away @ indonesia, jakarta with Lina Ko, Tiffany Ee, Cerelia Kew, Alicia Ang, Ryan Nathan Lee & LianJie Chow from 2-7 april ♥

see you guys in Singapore soon (:

dear love, i'll miss you okay?

will try to get something nice for you.

see you on 7 april.

ai ni.

2010-03-27T05:52:00.001+08:00

HAVING FUN WITH MY WEBCAM!

2010-03-27T05:42:00.002+08:00

2010-03-15T06:28:00.007+08:00

I'M HERE TO DEDICATE A POST TO RYAN NATHAN LEE AS PROMISED.

chiang chiang chiang~

there you go, nice picture right.

hmm, what shall i say..
he loves to disturb me especially my 'engrish'.
but when he's good, he's good (:
haha.
he's also good at giving you advices.
go ask him for opinions okay!
he's just like my elder brother to me.
since your birthday is 3 april, i shall give you the honour.

anyway, we were classmates for only 2 years but our friendship is strong enough.
sad to say, we went to different school too.
but it's okay because the distance between our school is the nearest.
why does most of my good friends went to different school as me, pathetic ):

and lastly, interested in any girls or got yourself a girlfriend must tell us horhorhor.
don't ever forget us!!!
i bet you won't.
at least you'll sing that friends forever song.
LOL.

'RyanLee' can make it! (you know what it means)
-wink-

2010-03-15T05:01:00.005+08:00

13 march;

went to IT Fair again. (very packed)

this time round with cw and his bro.

while queueing up.

candy floss!

went to roy's house after that.

played monopoly deal then some left.

that cw went to play mahjong.

and i'm left with my husband, chester.

took cab home.

2010-03-15T04:40:00.005+08:00

12 marchhh;

met up with my dearest cousin, ANGEL SEAH!

headed to simei specially for eighteen chefs.

we're getting a hamster soon after much considerations.

we took this picture after staying in the petshop for a very long time.

next, went to cheap-like-mad ktv!

she's busy choosing songs while i cam-whore, heh.

2010-03-15T04:31:00.004+08:00

11 march;

went to IT Fair for other reasons.

damn lame but never mind.

look for ryan, lianjie and jingyuan as well.

they're selling Asus laptop.

taadaa~

took this while lianjie serving customer.

waited for them to end work then off we go to bedok mac to have supper.

hungry max.

chit-chatted for hours before deciding to leave as they had to work tomorrow.

2010-03-15T04:18:00.003+08:00

10 march;

woke up late once again and went to have dinner with sis @ mac.

cw came to join us after that.

i didn't know that my sis got so many patterns one.

LOL!

anyway, we had fun.

as a result of this, he came over to my house to continue chatting with my sis for awhile as there's SCHOOL tomorrow.

in the end, my mother is the one who do the talking.

time flies.

sent him down.

2010-03-15T04:14:00.002+08:00

090310♥,

half a year anniversary!

went to PS unknowingly. (our very first date's venue)

watched this,

rating: 3.5 over 5

then blah blah blah,

we always have difficult times to decide what to eat!!!

in the end, we went to The Manhattan Fish Market.

then blah blah blah again,

home sweet home!

freaking tired if not, supposedly meeting up with the rest.

2010-03-15T03:47:00.004+08:00

7 march;

work.

went to meet up with love for dinner.

8 march;

woke up quite late and went to slack with them for dinner as promised.

off to find love, bought 1 big and 2 small tubs of Ben & Jerry's ice cream.

eat until crazy.

and waited till midnight because...

next post please.

2010-03-07T05:06:00.000+08:00

2010-03-07T04:52:00.004+08:00

3rd march;

rot @ home ):

4th march;

met up with love.

5th march;

had dinner with sis @ bedok mac.

had some "catching up session".

went home with her.

then received a phone call from alicia.

headed back to bedok inter again.

ugh, adult fare ley kao.

wasai.

nbm.

at least we slacked till quite late.

didn't go for nothing.

went to skate park to chat.

you throw to us any topics, we continue with it (:

AND WE MUST BE FRIENDS FOREVER HORSXZ.

idc.

ryan's dad woke up and then we went back home.

5th march;

ate curry fish head again @ bedok inter.

damn nice because it's not that spicy.

love it.

went kemb to find the rest.

slacked till 1am + and i had to go because there's work tomorrow which today!!

oh no, left 3 hours of rest.

should have stay with them lor.

gtg.

da jia zai jian.

2010-03-07T04:41:00.005+08:00

2nd marchy,

preparing...

tiffany did it!!
the kite flying champions, gratz (:
those slackersss.
what are they doing? *suspicion*

end this with a success group photo.

headed to lagoon for dinner.

everyone's freaking hungry by then.

HOKKIEN MEE, AWW.

some went home and some went to mac and slack.

of course, it's @ bedok mansxz.

only the bedok people left mah.

talked about ALOT of things indeed.

-wink wink-

then walked back home with lina.

but ended up, we stayed and chat for veryvery long hours :D

k, bb.

2010-03-07T03:27:00.006+08:00

1st march,

ate zi cha with them because for the sake of eating chilli crabs.

"so family lah we!"

THEN...

deciding where to go next is always the main problem for us.

hate it ttm.

off we go to the same ktv again.

damn cheap and fun that's why.

when it's past midnight, the only transport left will be taxi.

sian-ness.

cabbed to kemb to have supper @ raimah.

went to ryan's house for "movies".

} THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON.

waited till 6am when there's bus.

off we go.

as there'll also be an outing the next day.

2010-03-07T03:14:00.003+08:00

26 feb;

met love and went to eat @ jack's place.

din't know that it had changed name.

ahh, w/e.

and i can't find my mini melts vending machine!

27 feb;

went for training.

then to roy's house.

FUN.

28 feb;

went to work.

love came!!!

had dinner @ carl's jr.

yummmmmy.

home sweet home.

2010-02-26T03:46:00.002+08:00

DAY 12.

-rot @ home AGAIN-

hate the hot weather.

2010-02-26T03:36:00.004+08:00

DAY 11.

once i woke up @ 7pm plus.

headed to bedok interchange for curry fish head to celebrate lina's actual birthday.

only the 4 of us!

kinda lame.

but we'll be having chilli crab soon.

sad that i couldn't get to eat the cuttlefish noodles.

best ah.

after much considerations, they came to my house to play mahjonggg.

i think they're coming again.

(Y)

2010-02-26T03:30:00.005+08:00

DAY 10. (5 more days to the end of cny ):)

went to look for love.

then later part of the day,

met up with the rest to go to weiquan's house!!!

i tell you.

FREAKING FUN @ HIS PLACE.

we tonned till the next afternoon.

cool or what?

we just have to stay at a level of his house and there's like alot of things for us to do.

too comfortable already till we don't want to leave.

haha.

shall go again with more of us (:

2010-02-26T03:30:00.001+08:00

DAY 9.

-rot @ home-

2010-02-26T03:22:00.003+08:00

DAY 8. (@ LINA'S BIRTHDAY BBQ & MOMMA'S BIRTHDAY)

what a day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BOTH OF YOU! :D :D :D

although it's kinda late.

i know you two won't mind.

last minute of present hunting sucks big time.

right, chongwee?

2010-02-25T22:52:00.009+08:00

DAY 7. (@ GUOSIONG'S BIRTHDAY OUTING)

BIRTHDAY BOY (:
cerelia & esther.
aaron.
the boys & girls.
ktv.
see the screen. ryan, who do you miss ah?
sing.
sing sing.
sing sing sing.
sing sang sung.
lianjie & ryan & esther.
tiffany & cerelia.

jansen & afiq.

shortcut.

went to watch wolfman. (*&^%$#@!)

rating: 3/5

the effects damn irritating.

tiffany should be the one enjoying the most when cerelia and i are scaring ourselves.

off to bugis junction food court to have our dinner.

PEPPERRR LUNCH :D

then went to grandlink to sing K.

freaking cheap.

when going home after past midnight, we

walked to a bus stop @ paya lebar -> dropped @ eunos -> walked to kemb -> cabbed to bedok.

cool huh.

end.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU, SIMGUOSIONG.

all the best in your life (:

2010-02-20T04:54:00.005+08:00

DAY 6. (@ simei ite)

after dying some colour which consists of gold.brown.red...

straight.
wave.

cop from jyuan.

thanks jingyuan for accompanying me and taking pictures! :D

thanks gerald for the wonderful deal! (:

my hair looks nicer now with the BRIGHTER colour that i always want.

ate at their canteen or whatever it is.

their salmon set meal tastes awesomeee.

made our way to tampines because there's 3 shopping malls.

more choices mah to choose present.

you guys should know that we're buying for who already -wink-

i hope she don't read my blog yet.

lol.

but still haven't decide.

went to eat and home sweet home.

even more tired.

it had been 2 days since i had a long and comfortable sleep.

shall do that today!

for more information, visit www.tutu-jelly.blogspot.com

2010-02-20T03:56:00.005+08:00

DAY 5. (@ kelvin's house)

stay in singapore lah! still can change your mind?
don't take me cause i'm shy. HAHAHA.
jump shot 1.
jump shot 2.
(inserts words yourself)
thanks kel for our drinks.
lalala.
mirror mirror on the wall.
in the lift.
going home.

we took bus 197 all the way from the west and back to bedok.

damn long and cold.

after that, went mac to eat and chill.

THEN, OFF WE WENT TO KELSON'S HOUSE TO GAMBLE?

it was a veryvery last minute decision.

stay over till morning.

freaking tired.

2010-02-20T03:18:00.003+08:00

DAY 4.

warao eh. so sian. what are we waiting for? to celebrate...
xiangming's birthday!
17 liao hor.
must be more mature (:
people who came.

more pics @ fb.

okeh.

you might not get to read my blog or whatsoever.

but i just want to tell you,

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO YOU, MR. HOXIANGMING AGAIN!

best wishes from me to you.

cya soon and take care :D

2010-02-17T15:41:00.001+08:00

DAY 3. (@ darren's place)

the end.

going out now.

2010-02-17T03:58:00.005+08:00

DAY 2.

oops! wrong heading.
cousin-ly love.
bubbles.
black & white. (ROARRR)
music notes added by them.
precious moment.
hi.
hello.

hey.

we went to their house instead.

from 12pm-12am.

solid 12 hours.

i also don't know how i tong.

but the food was delicious!

we admit that we're too old already for them.

the kids are simply so hyper-active.

we've to rest after playing with them for few hours.

tired you know.

but no matter what, we had joy, we had fun...

because it's like once a year thingy.

2010-02-17T03:28:00.002+08:00

DAY 1.

edited by my DEAREST cousin by the name of angel.

(and i think she's crazy over korean culture)

all of them came to my house.

things we did:

we eat, we joke, we play, we laugh, we cam-whore.

DONE.

2010-02-17T03:25:00.004+08:00

14022010.
true legend.

rating: 3.5/5

watched this with love but due to chinese new year celebration.

so we met up @ about 9pm plus on that day.

it's okay because we countdown to new year together the day before.

and so on.

THANKS FOR THE PRESENTS (:

we rock.

2010-02-17T03:24:00.001+08:00

i know it's abit too late to wish you guys a happy new year & valentine day!

but no choice.

i got no time to blog.

so yah...

continue in the next post.

it'll be nicer.

2010-02-13T20:15:00.001+08:00

@ FOUNTAIN OF WEALTH, SUNTEC!

@ CITYLINK?

2010-02-13T20:07:00.003+08:00

PERCY JACKSON & THE LIGHTNING THIEF!

RATING: 5/5!!! (must watch)

went to watch this with lina, tiffany, cerelia, alicia, lianjie, ryan, kelvin, muizz, guosiong, cheekia!

logan lerman as percy jackson in the movie.

freaking handsome, don't you think so, no?

LOL.

okay, next post.

pictures up.

THANKS CERELIA KEW (:

2010-02-09T02:04:00.007+08:00

ALL THOSE RANDOM PICTURES THAT I TOOK! (usb cable is fixed so am able to upload now)

@ jansen's house.
err?
@ clarissa's house.
tsk tsk.
majulah singapura~. (singing national athem in class during the H1N1 period)xgl T.T
i did study but that was during prelims. jokee.
@ city harvest church.
waiting for bus to cut the boys' hair.

after prelims.

seeeee, i can remember everything just by looking at the pictures, heh.

2010-02-09T01:32:00.003+08:00

sometimes my post is short because i don't wish to make my blog lag.

haha, good reason?

but random pictures will be up on the next post.

and somehow i think i'm going to love my course in np.

EXCEPT FOR THE LONG TRAVELLING HOURS!

ugh.

2010-02-09T00:24:00.013+08:00

MR. CHOW LIAN JIE!

since lianjie wants a individual post about him then i shall fulfill his wish.

heh.

this picture can already right?

so mafan.

this person hor.

quite nice lah.

but sometimes, gl me too much.

hate this part only.

heng, i can take it.

overall, he's still a MR. NICE GUY right.

quite not bad-looking now.

but the height, cmi?

LOL.

so girls, hahahahaha.

you all should know what i mean.

oh yah, he's also good at sweet talking.

hor, jingyuan & lina?

anything else to add?

err, yes.

we got into different school.

abit sad lah.

cannot hear his jokes everyday.

somehow only his jokes can make me laugh the most because my xiao dian quite high.

i admit.

but don't forget me okay?

we still can meet up with the others.

like during our long break time.

andandand last but not least, we're in the same class for 4 years!!! (all the way in secondary school ley, buay pai)

okay, i'm done (:

people, you can request to do a post specially for you too.

cos' i'm too bored @ home.

2010-02-09T00:23:00.001+08:00

our 5th.

it's not a long period of time compared to others.

but it seems so so so long to me.

2010-02-08T16:41:00.001+08:00

2010-02-08T01:46:00.003+08:00

THIS IS A LONGLONGLONG POST BUT YOU'VE TO READ THIS! SERIOUSLY!

In Memory of Junko Furuta: The Girl Who Went through 44 days of Torture...

READ ALL BELOW TO KNOW WHAT SHE WENT THROUGH!

This is one of the most notorious and worst cases of torture murder ever recorded in history. It is also one of the most horrifying and heartbreaking.

Exactly twenty years ago, a sixteen year-old girl was going through the most unimaginable pain, waiting for the endless suffering she was going through to end. For 44 days, nobody helped her.

Her killers are now free men. Justice has never been served, not even after 20 years.

Once you hear the story, it is not easily forgotten. Her 44 days of suffering will forever be known.

WARNING: FOR STRONG AND COMPASSIONATE HEARTS ONLY:

On November 22, 1989:
Junko Furuta was a girl in Japan who was held captive in a house by four boys. There, she was raped countless times, then tortured to death in unimaginable and incomprehensible ways for 44 days. She was 16 years old.

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Junko_Furuta
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(from Wikipedia)

The crime:
In November of 1988, Boy A (then 18), Boy B (Jo Kamisaku, then 17; Kamisaku was a new family name he took after being released from prison [1]), Boy C (then 16) and Boy D (then 17) from Tokyo abducted and held Furuta, a second year high school (grade 11) student from Saitama Prefecture in Misato, for 44 days. They kept her captive in the house owned by the parents of Boy C.

To forestall a manhunt, Boy A coerced Furuta into calling her own parents and telling them that she had run away from home, but was with "a friend" and was not in danger. He also browbeat her into posing as one of the boys' girlfriends when the parents of the house where she was held were around, but when it became clear that the parents would not call the police, he dropped this pretext. Furuta tried to escape several times, begging the parents more than once to help her, but they did nothing, apparently out of fear that Boy A would hurt them. Boy A was at the time a low-level yakuza leader and had bragged that he could use his connections to kill anyone who interfered.

According to their statements at their trial, the four of them raped her, beat her, introduced foreign objects including an iron rod into her vagina, made her drink her own urine and was fed cockroaches, inserted fireworks into her anus, and set them off, forced Furuta to masturbate, cut her nipple with pliers, dropped dumbbells onto her stomach, and burned her with cigarettes and lighters. (One of the burnings was punishment for attempting to call the police.) At one point her injuries were so severe that according to one of the boys it took more than an hour for her to crawl downstairs to use the bathroom. They also related that "possibly a hundred different people" knew that Furuta had been imprisoned there, but it is not clear if this means they visited the house at different times while she was imprisoned there, or themselves either raped or abused her. When the boys refused to let her leave, she begged them on several occasions to "kill (her) and get it over with".

On January 4, 1989, using one of the boys' loss at mah-jongg as a pretext, the four beat her with an iron barbell, poured lighter fluid on her legs, arms, face and stomach, and set her on fire. She died later that day of shock. The four boys claimed that they were not aware of how badly injured she was, and that they believed she had been malingering.

The killers hid her corpse in an 55-gallon drum filled with cement; the perpetrators disposed the drum in a tract of reclaimed land in Koto, Tokyo.

Arrest and punishment

The boys were arrested and tried as adults; but, because of Japanese handling of crimes committed by juveniles, their identities were sealed by the court. However, a weekly magazine Shukan Bunshun reported their real names, claiming "Human rights aren't needed for brutes."[2] Furuta's real name and details about her personal life were reported exhaustively in the media. Kamisaku was judged as a sub leader, at least according to the official trial.

The four boys pled guilty to a reduced charge of "committing bodily injury that resulted in death", rather than murder. Boy A's parents sold their house for approximately 50 million yen and paid this as compensation to Furuta's family.[citation needed]

For his participation in the crime, Kamisaku served eight years in a juvenile prison before he was released, in August 1999. In July 2004, he was arrested for assaulting an acquaintance, whom he believed to be luring a girlfriend away from him, and allegedly bragged about his earlier infamy. [1] Kamisaku was sentenced to seven years in prison for the beating.

Junko's parents were dismayed by the sentences received by their daughter's killers, and enjoined a civil suit against the parents of the boy in whose home the crimes were committed. When some of the convictions were overturned on the basis of problematic physical evidence (the semen and pubic hair recovered from the body did not match those of the boys who were arrested), the lawyer handling the civil suit decided there was no case to be made and refused to represent them further. (There is speculation that the evidence may have been contaminated—for example, by unidentified persons who raped Furuta.

One of the most disturbing parts of this true story is that her killers are now free. After putting Junko Furuta through all that suffering, they are free men.

****-What they did to her and the suffering-****

These horrifying things done to Junko Furuta had been collected through the Japanese court trial of the case, and blogs from 1989. They show the pain that Junko Furuta had to endure before she was finally dead. All this had happened to her while she was still alive. They are disturbing, but the truth.

All of this had happened.

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DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy's girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn't accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to "kill her and get it over with"

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle's flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.
They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta's unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering.

Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,
Junko Furuta
1989-Eternity

"A high-school girl was abducted by four teenaged hooligans while she was on her way to work. They took her to the house of a friend, held her in his bedroom, and for the next forty-five days enacted every imaginable form of abuse on her (and some you wouldn’t want to imagine). They gang-raped her—both with their own bodies and with an assortment of foreign objects—beat her, kicked her, doused her extremities with lighter fluid and set her on fire, and probably did many other things to her that went undocumented by either her tormentors or the police. They mocked her pain. They held her down and dropped barbells on her stomach. This last bit of torture was more than she could withstand, and after going into convulsions she apparently either strangled on her own vomit or simply died from her beatings. When the boys were questioned later about why they didn’t do anything during her seizure, they replied, “We assumed she was faking it.”

"She tried to escape, more than once. The first time, she was caught in the process of making a phone call. The second time, she ran into the parents of the boy who lived there; apparently they had known all along what was gong on. She begged them to help her, but they refused; his friend had criminal connections, and they didn’t want to get into trouble, too. After her death, they taped her arms and legs together, threw her into a 55-gallon drum, filled it with cement, and dumped it in an empty lot. The body wasn’t recovered until almost a year later. The ringleader of the whole incident served eight years in prison and is now a free man."

2010-02-05T03:56:00.001+08:00

quite true huh.

2010-02-05T03:46:00.001+08:00

Find a guy,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

Wait for the boy,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you...
The one who turns to his friends and says, "thats her"...

2010-02-05T03:02:00.007+08:00

wait, i wanted to blog about my beloved sister too.

RACHELONGJINGHUI.

(you must be honoured)

no matter what, we became closer.

don'tcha agree?

haheho.

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i just realised that why will you enjoy so much during school hours.

partly because, cca is suspended.

the seniors step down.

BEST.

now, you can't wait for your turn right.

2010-02-05T02:56:00.002+08:00

MY BOY TO THE FRIEND.

last but not least, not fogetting this person over here.

i shall be a good girl and says that he rocks okay.

no more compliments.

he'll get action.

heh.

i miss and love him loads.

& good luck for your Os (:

2010-02-05T02:45:00.002+08:00

THE CLOSER PEOPLE. (the best picture i can find in my computer)

and this bunch of people, i'll definitely remember you all!!! (inserts alot alot of hearts)

miss yah!

we had so much memories together.

e.g. after school outing, weekends, birthday movie treats, overnight study and blah blah blah.

i recall something.

we always get stucked at somewhere and stayed there for long hours.

BECAUSE WE DON'T KNOW WHERE TO GO NEXT.

LITERALLY EVERYWHERE.

like in school or outside.

lol.

the bad thing is, not everyone's going to the same school.

some of you going to the same course which is a good thing at least.

and got babe or hunk already.

don't forget me ah.

-evil laugh-

2010-02-05T02:25:00.009+08:00

THE CLASS OF CHAOS!

you know what?

I MISS BVSS CLASS 4E4'09 BADLY!

you'll never know the reason why unless you're with us for the past 2 years...

everybody's going to different places after we graduated.

i can say that not everyone's going to the same school/course/class.

you must be very lucky to have someone as companion.

so people, cherish and treasure the times you going to have in your secondary school life.

enjoy every single bit of moments with your friends.

be it fun or sad times.

or tough times like going through Os.

take it easy.

play hard and study smart.

it's okay.

everything's gonna be fine.

and don't wait till you graduated and start asking yourself why didn't you do this or that.

& our holidays is ending real soon.

had this mixed feelings.

argh.

probably going back to visit the school during CNY with the rest.

ciao!

2010-02-05T01:40:00.002+08:00

1 call + 1 sms = ?

shouldn't ask for more hor (:

2010-02-04T17:15:00.001+08:00

88 words

Speedtest

2010-02-02T02:39:00.003+08:00

Os is already over for me.

but it's killing me again.

ahhh!

i hate Os.

BUT TOO BAD.

I. WILL. WITHSTAND. THIS.

2010-02-02T02:26:00.001+08:00

shall remind you something.

7 more days to...

12 more days to V day.

2010-01-26T23:50:00.003+08:00

my mum just cheated my feelings.

hope she's lying.

and i don't know how i feel for tomorrow's results.

guess that by the time i received the sms, i'm still sleeping?

8 am ley.

wakao!

2010-01-26T22:21:00.000+08:00

2010-01-26T22:11:00.001+08:00

Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't
speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone
who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone
who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died
too early on this earth.

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who
desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or
sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who
walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your
job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning
another - Remember that not one of us is without sin.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on
your face and think: you're alive and still around.

right, jingyuan?

2010-01-20T02:55:00.004+08:00

THIS WILL BE MY 300TH POST.
wa zun blog liao, eh sai bo? (:

okay, bye.
bwg.
HAHAHA!

2010-01-12T20:22:00.001+08:00

TIME IS PRECIOUS.

2010-01-12T03:29:00.003+08:00

okay, i'm here to post about my results.
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http://youthphoria.stomp.com.sg/breaking_news/article/994;jsessionid=C169D09E3B9422ASBFE8E45587CC8B327
do visit.

bvss, not bad ah.

2010-01-10T04:47:00.001+08:00

Guy Sebastian - Art Of Love lyrics

veryyy meaningful yknow.

ohyah, i feel that blogspot is becoming like tumblr.